Only if

Masa aku sekolah menengah,
"Teacher, what the poem try to tell us?" tanya ku pada Puan Lee Phaik Chu.

"One you day you'll understand," masa tu aku teacher aku ngok ngek. Bagi je la tau. Apa susah sangat. kalau fail aku time tu, ghembat teacher tu.

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.


I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Hari ni aku faham. Kita akan banyak kali dan entah tak tau berapa kali akan terjumpa situasi macam ni. Setiap keputusan yang kita ambil pasti ada effectya.

Cuma tahap keberkesanan saja yang membezakan.

Aku selalu fikir, aku selalu betul. Tapi jauh dari sudut hati aku berkata, " kalau aku tak buat kan bagus."

Only if?

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